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[05 Jan 2007|03:42pm] |
This is the journal of Doreen from MuseKill.net from between December 2003 to December 2006. It is mainly dominated by the emotional ups and downs of close interpersonal relationships, the hardships related to fibromyalgia and depression, drug use, self introspection, self development and the occasional intellectual commentary on religion, politics, ect. It is now inactive and exists as an archive. You're welcome to read through if you'd like.
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help me if you can it's just that this is not the way I'm wired so could you please help me understand why you've given in to all these wreckless dark desires you're lying to yourself again suicidal imbecile think about it put it on a fault line what will it take to get it through to you precious? I’m over this why do you wanna throw it away like this such a mess why do I wanna watch you?
disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time what's your rush now? everyone will have his day to die
medicated drama queen picture perfect numb belligerence narcissistic drama queen craving fame and all its decadence
lying through your teeth again suicidal imbecile think about it you put it on a fault line what will it take to get it through to you precious? I'm over this why do you want to throw it away like this? such a mess why do I wanna watch you?
disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time what's your rush now? everyone will have his day to die
they were right about you they were right about you
lying to my face again suicidal imbecile think about it you put on a fault line what will it take to get through to you precious? I’m over this why do you throw it away like this?
such a mess I'm over this over this!
disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time what's your hurry? everyone will have his day to die
if you choose to pull the trigger should your drama prove sincere do it somewhere far away from here The Outsider A Perfect Circle
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